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Life, Cats, and Preparing for Prom.

  • Nov. 10th, 2017 at 8:35 AM

I just.. dont know anymore..

Ive started seeing things again.. its almost like shadows.. i once referred to them as shadow cats.. the way they move is almost like a cat but they are around eye level..

I started following them .. I think thats a cause for concern ..

I havent told anyone yet..

I keep hearing cats meowing around me .. I catch myself looking for a cat with nothing to be found ..

how to figure out when to ignore what u see and hear? If i cant trust what i am seeing or hearing .. like how can i trust what real life is .. then i get lost in a whole "we don't even reality" thing...

I still wish i had the balls to kill myself .. 30 years old and im still an angsty teenager .. does this shit end? lol well i guess it would id i was dead lol ..

The Orville is a fucking fantastic Star Trek parody in the most well written of ways. It reminds me a lot of The original Series - ToS

The new Discovery Star Trek is also pretty good.

I jsut ... dont know anymore...

( insert eternal dots of doom )

Saracha makes me poo

  • Oct. 29th, 2017 at 3:08 PM

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well shit

Oct. 11th, 2017

  • 3:05 AM

I'm a huge metal fan. I work at the DMV. I don't talk to anyone.. just mutter a few squeeks every now and then.. A new girl started here recently. I catch her staring at me sometimes. When she does I feel all these tingles inside. Like electric wires pulsating causing me to rotate. I'm a huge metal fan.

Fuckin grown up shit

  • Oct. 9th, 2017 at 8:23 PM

I was approved for a 225,000 homeloan. Also I think I'm getting married. Not like a wedding shit but signing papers to get a better loan and a house of our own. It's weird getting older and being a grown up person. I think I'm gunna go eat nachos. .. also graal is going well.

I'm Okay

  • Sep. 18th, 2017 at 8:05 PM

Trust me ;-D


  • Sep. 6th, 2017 at 5:37 PM

Talked to a recruiter today ... dunno wtf im doing .. kinda super nervous about it all. also ate some sushi today. kinda tasted like mold .. on pay day im gunna go get a GED.

I took the asvab today, kinda rushed through it. was like 50 questions got a 55 .. dunno what that means.



Well shit

  • Sep. 2nd, 2017 at 12:24 PM

I think 2018/2017 I'm joining the Navy. I don't know wtf I'm doing in life so fuck it.


Just... Hope I don't die....

Still pooping

  • Sep. 1st, 2017 at 8:12 PM

Also Netflix's Death Note was fucking horrid...

Destroy it

  • Sep. 1st, 2017 at 8:12 PM

I am at a great place in life right now. Why do I feel the need to destroy it?

Also I write this while pooping

i got ragey in my last post and smashed the key pad now my entree is gone so ..

now i need weed