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  • Dec. 10th, 2018 at 6:30 AM

We laugh like soft mad children smug in the wooly cotton brains of infancy.

As ... Grow and knowledgeable i become.  The more i am convinced im a child.  My emotions seem erratic, my anger feels uncontrollable and without reason.

I want to break.  I want to destroy.  I feel the need to cause pain. 

Am i in pain?  I feel broken at times.. Most of the time i feel sad i guess..  Even with my baby..  I just feel anger and sadness..  Is it because thats the easiest thing to feel?

Have i ever been happy?  Or do i already know that doesnt exist.

Well

  • Dec. 7th, 2018 at 6:25 PM

Emmas dog is dead now.

Great end of year eh?

Told you. Holidays and shit are cursed...

Fuck off. I miss you. Fuck you. I love you. Die in a fire. Please dont. Im drunk.

/post

#nph#cold#hungry#whydoesmyasshurt

Menacing

  • Dec. 6th, 2018 at 1:11 PM

I feel something creeping...
Something..
Dangerous..

1:11

Dec. 5th, 2018

  • 1:05 PM

There is no wait
There is no fix
No
1 choice
1 night
Ruined any possibility of future

If pushed.

I will ensure
Nothing but ashes remain.

"Now I am become death, the destroyer of worlds."

2.0

  • Nov. 29th, 2018 at 4:34 PM

10 years..

Just call it 7?



Affects effectively infect affections

  • Nov. 29th, 2018 at 4:14 PM

Some things do.

Some things dont.

In time

All time

Turns to none

An old familiar sting

  • Nov. 28th, 2018 at 6:13 PM

I keep reloading my email..

I feel it.

Today.

Nov. 28th, 2018

  • 4:59 PM

11/28 4:58

I feel it.

Right now.

..fuck

#ow

Tags:

Wants vs Needs

  • Nov. 26th, 2018 at 7:33 PM

I dont want to know
I dont want the answers
I need them to be said
I need to understand

I want 1 million dollars
I want a new car
I need to eat
I need to go....

Honesty apperciated.

Very much so.

Means i can trust you.
Now she needs to struggle.
To make up for it.
To fucking suffer.

All or nothing

Choices were made

Guess im nothing.

#nph#penny#captainhammer#gaveherthehammer#nothisfist#done#fuckyou

Hmm

  • Nov. 26th, 2018 at 9:23 AM

Well my dog just died

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