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Polygamy Bigotry and Pontiac

  • Mar. 18th, 2019 at 9:08 AM

So I guess my wife has a girlfriend now..

Hmph fine fine

To be honest i dont mind it.  I want her to have it all.  She is my life partner we make a good team.  I just hope she remembers I'm here too.  I get it I'm not a woman, I married a lesbian.  I need a girlfriend now.  Wonder if we are all gunna be doing the sex together.  


  • Mar. 16th, 2019 at 2:34 PM

Almost got lift off
I can get about 12 inches high pushing up before I fall

Love, Death, and Robots

  • Mar. 16th, 2019 at 9:50 AM

I like nextfips
Fuck it...

I was once told by someone, that we dont need a large interaction with another person to have them make an impact in our lives.

He told me a story basically, of his time in a mental hospital thing.  His name was Rob.  This guy he met, was like .. in a wheel chair.  He was another patient there.  Hed only seen him around but he always seemed happier then most. 
Rob asked him one day about why hes so happy in this fucked up place I guess. 
The guy told him something along the lines of " Well I'm already here, and my legs dont work.  So I know im at the bottom.  There's no where else to go but up."
I think the next day the guy killed himself.
Rob told me about how this person he had one conversation with will forever remain in his memories.
Like it made Rob change inside.   It made into something different I guess..

I like that.

I still think I'll kill myself one day..

I think I heard Ricky Gervais talking about that idea too.

 “I can do what the f**k I want, then when it all gets too much, I can always kill myself, it’s like a superpower.” 

By the way.. I was pooping the whole time I wrote this



Mar. 15th, 2019

  • 10:41 PM

Tomorrow is her birthday.

It will mark
365 1/4 days since her last entry.

I dont know why I always check..

I'm 31 years old and havent seen this person in almost exactly 10 years..

It's been a decade..

And I still have her in my dreams..

She's more of a spiritual guide then anything

In my trips it's often her giving me these thoughts of wisdom...

It's to her I thank my awakening

Without it I dont think I'd be here now.. who I am today.

There was one conversation we had about how she told me, she can never be sure she didn't just imagine me into existance and just because she sees me and talks to me, it makes me real. 

I ... since then it's almost like .. I cant live without her.

Someone I dont know.. I dont know if she's even alive..

But some how she has become my "god" 

My creator...

I dont remember  my life..

I dont remember my childhood..

I dont remember anything..

I fear some day I'll be old and withered, unable to remember my own daughter....

It happens ..  people lose everything

Their keys.. their phone .. their minds ..

"Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most."

Mar. 7th, 2019

  • 2:34 PM

Fuck it...  last post died I guess



Who's David¿

  • Mar. 3rd, 2019 at 6:05 AM


Life love and liberty

  • Mar. 3rd, 2019 at 6:00 AM

Life altering DeX trips alter life

In the first grade I remember my teacher she was Mrs.Durst

I never thought she liked me. 
I hardly remember it

I was in the third grade
We did
Kevin White
Kelly (androgynous)
I think that's when I discovered sexuality

I was 11?
10 maybe cause late birthday?

I remember

She wrote a citation on me.

Like a bad note.

I had to get my dad to sign it

And bring it back in to the principal

I was always getting citations.

She's the one that I told to her my dad beats me

is that child abuse?

Was I in an abusive family?

Like there is a mot that I dont remember before my morher.

Like the 6 7 8 I cant remember being 9

Like what's my first memory..

I turned off the light in the boys rest room.

She wrote me a citation

Because I turned the light off


Granted I did have to shove a pop top lid into a slot to turn it off.

I just figured it out

Like ... the light switch was a child proof light switch so I had to use a tool to flick it .  I think I remember that.

I think I've always been out out my own head.

Why cant i remember anything about my mother?

One final note

  • Feb. 19th, 2019 at 7:08 AM

Thank the cuck soyboy for current destruction


Stupid Baby

  • Feb. 18th, 2019 at 1:44 PM

Feb. 16th, 2019

  • 8:44 AM

VII pronounced Seven.