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Where am I?

  • Sep. 15th, 2018 at 12:08 AM


Y m i?
Why am I?
I think therefore i am?
But why do I think?
Because I am?
Why am I?
Y m i?


Thank god. For mom and dad

  • Sep. 14th, 2018 at 11:28 PM

You think you got it
Oh you think you got it
But got just dont get it
Till theres nothing at all

Lies eat up my life...

  • Sep. 14th, 2018 at 11:18 PM

Secrets, Dis pare
Hidden Truths
Gypsy's, Lesbians
broken again
self aware
self disdain
everything i need
is everywhere else

Ive been drinking a lot lately...
i should stop
i feel like i cant

im not allowed to love any more
its a difficult life but its not

this human thing is really fucking with me
i cant break my human bounds

there exists a super hero somewhere near..
i cant defy time and logic with the leaps of a god

i bend reality to what i want

why is this what i want?
what am i teaching myself?
is this the self destructive path i chose this time around?

dont hurt me
dont hurt me
no more

what is love?

10 minutes- in and out

  • Sep. 9th, 2018 at 3:33 PM


Sep. 5th, 2018

  • 9:06 AM

I just feel like crying daily now.




Continue Forward

  • Sep. 3rd, 2018 at 4:04 PM

Everything is fucked
I hate myself more and more
I fucked it all up
Again amd again
I continue to fall for it
I cant do anything correct
I hate it all
I cant turn off the Superman thing
I see
I hear
I know
I have the power
But i use it incorrectly
Its all wrong
Im all wrong
How do i change it?
More focus?
More patience?
More listening?
Im an idiot

I have a baby now. But i cant stop being a self hating angsty teen.

Its just.

I think i need heroin.

Maybe thats a bad call?

I think i should quit my job

Juat disappear

Live under a bridge and juat drink myself to death.

How did we end up here?

How did i end up there?
Why can i never shut up and just be?

holy fuck

  • Aug. 25th, 2018 at 12:58 AM

i cant do it

Shit i did that backwards.

  • Aug. 25th, 2018 at 12:39 AM

Fuckin cell phones.. Lemme go to pc .. Ill get this shit..

10 years later

  • Aug. 25th, 2018 at 12:32 AM

And i still cant format correctly.

Fuck you Mr.Dale ... Fuck you...